saw my lil cousin nick n ya,its her birthday this sat.i will still be e same..burst the balloons u had.(pls prepare more!)lol.somehow i really miss the childhood we had.life now seems so much different.its always abt projects, sch,uts n downs in a r\s,in life n everything.i jus cant wait, cant wait to leave RP.cant wait to graduate.boy is gg ns very soon.hopefully,it wun strain our r\s.but well, u n me,we have faith ya?n pls fufil our promise n strive hard for our future.thou no one can predict wads gonna happen,but i noe, n i wish u r the one.

m i to immune of keeping things to my own?it seems like gg 3 months since we patch.perhaps this is the first time since i felt this way. - when u r down with ur life, u wish for me.i will ensure u, countless time, i m here,tgt with u.i fufiled my promises.i dun noe how much my msg n calls might meant to u,perhaps its just msg n calls.not to me, in that sense, that msg n calls does meant alot to me, not jus me, but most of the girls felt this way.isnt it? let alone this matter. what about a promise? compared to gg out with ya friends? to me, it jus reflect how much i meant to u.did u love me because whenever u r down, i m with u or did u love me cause u really did.i dunno.for the past 2 months, i was almost convinced that u did love, n seriously i tout i was the luckiest woman.but these days, i hadnt been feeling this way.i tell no one,i dun feel like saying.maybe mitch knew a lil.i did told him "u seems to change" but i guess this sentence doesnt make much impact coz to him, i always think that way.(he think he doesnt).

if u wana go,just go ahead.it seems like it bother me much.after some thouts.i cant force u to make me ur first priority.i cant force u to do anything.at the end of the day, its still comes back to urself.

i wish there is 48hr a day.so that i have time for everything. fyp,pp,my sis's tuition agency stuff,sleep,tv,friends,friends n my precious boy.and 15 mins to type this entry.haha,well, i jus feel like blogging,and after i blog, i shall read thru this entry (it had always been a habit).

i impulsively threw away a dairy of mine which i NEVER regret. it was a little red book written abt my life after we broke off (me n eric).u can say from 15thfeb onwards till somewhere early june (somehow,which i have given up).i can write up to 3 entry per day. i read it once again b4 i threw it away.its juz about her,him..eric..me..and a some stories people created in my life.e fake marriage -LOUIS. wadever.i miss out so much with eric.. the world cup fever, the thrilling match, the 5 month of every"13th", and the promise,the FIREWORKS.i end up watching alone cause of the crowd, i couldnt reach val. and at the particular moment, i miss him n well, he noes. =)

and one big round,i m so in love with u, n perhaps u r the only one who could make me so in love in a person for years?enuff of the love love stuff.haha.
yst we attented a function at regent hotel, they were celebrating 50th years wedding anniversary.how sweeeeeet~! i told him they were sweet. he told me we will be like them. =)))))))))))). i even smiled in my dream.HAHA.

alright, gtg.

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CLEO mag
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